kinky Camera Club
Jun 30, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I had an awesome time modeling for Bruno, Matt and Howard the other day at Holy Mountain. It was an hour and a half of me being silly and smiling some =)
Here are a few photos, hopefully more people will come next time. There’s room for about 6 photographers to shoot, and perhaps next time we’ll have more models as well. Maybe some girl on girl spankings are needed for next camera club!
For those who want to see a peak at the photos click the link
http://www.meetup.com/Kinky-Arts/photos/#9410079
and add me as your friend Miss Panic!
See you soon =)
Miss Panic
Photoshoot Blog
Jun 24, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Okay, just wanted to update you fellas with the new modeling work I’ve just gotten back yesterday and show you some examples. Hope this gets the juices flowing, and hopefully some new faces for our kinky figure drawing and kinky camera club, which I will be the model for next week! And if any of you want to do a creative photoshoot, contact me, we can work something out =)
So sign up, and come on by with your camera next week! And someone bring me a brand new vibrator and forks! Don’t you guys listen to my needs?!?!
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So I’ve been sitting here for an hour now, trying to post 12 photos from my latest shoot, and it’s a NO GO. For some reason my computer hates me, and all the codes I use to be able to put in for my photos to magically appear, and not allowing me today.
So, sorry Charlies. No photos for you today. If they mean that much to anyone, a donation will be accepted and they will be sent via email.
Our Tea Party (You Should Not Miss The Next One)
Jun 24, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Wow, all I can say is that yesterday was an amazing party at Holy Mountain. There were 4 beautiful mistresses; myself, Mistress Lily, Mistress Lucinda and Mistress Zaynab. And we had 5 brave submissive souls to humiliate, torture, and entertain us. We had mimosa’s, the best strawberries I’ve ever eaten, raspberries, and one of the submissives even went and got all the ladies sushi, and a seaweed salad for me =)
I had so much fun with all the games we played, even though no one liked my naked crawling duck duck goose. I did enjoy the tickling game, and well, I liked to watch the naked wrestling. I appreciate all the brave boys for jerking off to be measured as well! Horray for exhibitionists!
Now, on to SERIOUS BUSINESS.
My vibrator broke, and I need a new one. For those who know the address, I EXPECT you to pick the best one and send it my way. I NEED IT.
hehheh, not kidding. Email for details. I like pink and purple ones =)
Augusten Burroughs
Jun 16, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Augusten Burroughs
Augusten Burroughs is by far my favorite writer right now. I don’t know if any of you have heard of him, but he amazes me. He writes so well, and he writes with wit and sarcasam. He’s written memoirs ever since he was little and recently published. He’s a gay man from Mass. who then turned to New York writing about how fuck up his life was. Instead of aspirin his mother gave him Valium. He didn’t get to play monopoly he played with an electric shock box. He writes of his first gay experience, how his mother felt she was owed fame and went crazy. She was in and out of the looney bin – in rooms snowing above her … it’s amazing. You feel the crazy this poor kid goes through, how hard his life was, you understand why he didn’t want to go to junior high and his dreams and ambition of owning his own hair empire. I suggest to any of you, if what I’ve said appeals to you, go out and buy “Running with Scissors” or “Magical Thinking”. You’ll laugh and cry and know how he feels. I’m a straight woman, and I felt what it’s like to be a gay man. Enough said.
He has new books out now, some that I have yet to buy or read; Sellevison and Dry and I know there’s more … someone should buy me a book.(hint hint I’ll tell you the shipping address) I like reading too! They’re all reasonably priced, under $20.00, a good paperbook to read in the bathtub, candles, and a glass of wine. Oh, sounds like heaven!
Oh, and I wanted to tell everyone now that the weather is getting nice to go to the Lincoln Park Zoo. I went last week and I spent 6 hours there! The Polar Bears and the Jaguars were my favorite. A close second was the peguins, giraffes and zebras.
And, my new favorite quote by the wonderful Ani DiFranco (a musician to those who don’t know)
” You’ll soon be starving and eating all the words you just said.”
and “Men are delicate oragami creatures, and you need women to unfold you.”
Ah, how I adore quotes … post me a good one!
http://www.augusten.com/site/index.php (he’s cute too!)
Dear Diary
Jun 16, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
So if many of you haven’t noticed I post a couple of blogs a day, but the truth is I sit here late at night or in the wee morning and I write. Then, when I get to a computer that actually has the internet, I post. So, today you get two blog entires! Lucky boys!
So this morning I’ve already returned a few phone calls, and I’ve done my ritual of washing my face, hair pulled back, drank my steamed tea with milk and now it’s time for me to reflect what’s going on in my life. I’m not really writing to anyone, but at the same time I’m writng to everyone. You know how when you were a kid, and you wrote in your journal, and each entry began with “Dear Diary”? Who was that infamous “diary”? It was someone who held our secrets, and never judged. Oh how I miss my locked diary covered in rainbow ice cream cones. Ha ha. I kept every single one of those from kindgergarden in Australia to when I came to the States. I wrote how I disliked my Italian teacher, and how I loved the reading carpet. I wrote about my first kiss with a little aussie named Mark under the slide but I really had a thing for another aussie boy named Lesile. It’s so heartwarming to look at the photo from my kindergarden class and see all my little friends. I miss Australia so much. I miss the Opera House, I miss having a mango in my lunch everyday, I miss going to the zoo and actually being able to hold a koala bear and pet the kangaroos. The States have nothing on Aussie Zoo’s!
And I think to myself, I’m 25 … I miss being 5 years old. It’s crazy to think, how far I’ve come as a human being, trials and tribulations in the past 20 years. For those of you who look at my photos, my ink tells the story. The story of Miss Panic! The guns on my back which lightly say ” Love me forever, and ever ” and “Live like you’re dying”, quotes I wanted to remember for the rest of my life yet I seem to forget on a daily basis. The flowers underneath those, were taken from my grandmother’s favrotie dress that I did after she died. The empty heart on my stomach which hurt like a bitch …. everyone is a story. I’m an open book you could say, if you can get me to open up!
Hmmm … my tea’s all gone! Time for a refill …. I could use a session this week. I’d love to play with one of you. Call me … 312 637 9391, ext 13
Latex Photos
Jun 16, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Tell me what you guys think?!?
New Latex Photos
My new tattoo
Jun 16, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
So I had some super sweet gentlemen help me out a week ago. I got the most beautiful tattoo down the back of my arm of Miss Van, it’s a girl in lingerie with bunny ears on riding a deer. But the deer looks pretty sassy if I might add =)
I love it so much, but I am ready for this to stop itching and burning. It’s only been a week a two days but fuuuuuuck. Have you ever had something itch so bad that you can’t scratch? It’s horrible, and it’s taken all of my will to not touch it.
Anyways, I want to post so I can show it off! Ta da … and thank you to John and Eric =)
I need FORKS!
Jun 8, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Hello again my tiny little men,
I’m writing to see, first of all who’s smart enough and cares enough to read my blogs
and see what I have to say.
I need silverware!I have nothing to eat with or cook with! I need a bookcase for all my books
since that had to be turned into my dish-case! Who wants to help me?
Ow … and you know what, the first person to buy me a sexy black lace shirt or dress (Victoria Secret, size medium)
that I can wear for an upcoming photoshoot, will get my best smiles, my hardest spanking, and a longer massage time
with my tender little feet!
Who wants to help me?
I hope all of you know how seriously I take my job as a model as well. I absolutely have to look my best, these photos
are how I am going to remember myself at my age, something to show to my children one day.
“Look, you’re punk ass mother use to be hot! Woowee! Now, I’m your mother and I look like shit everyday!” hahaha, see where
I’m going with this my tiny little boys?
Speaking of tiny little boys, where are you hiding? I want to see more small penis’s! Small tiny penis boys, I’m going to find
you! Let me be the lucky bitch to humilate you =) I promise to do a good job.
Anyone wanting to tribute to me, or buy me something pretty can go to my public paypal, by typing in my email fashionismurder@gmail.com
or going to amazon.com and looking on my public wish list “Mistress Panic”, pick something out nice and order it to your house and then
bring it in when we session!!!
I love surprises!
I too, was scared. But it was a beautiful thing.
Jun 8, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
My Dear Tiny Submissives,
This, I am writing to YOU. This is coming from my HEART. I want everyone to know that I have
been through what each of you go through before and after you contact me.
I, yes, Miss Panic herself was contacted from a fetishist, a true Dominant Male Figure to
be apart of his SELECT slavery. I drove an hour to his house, which by the way was GORGEOUS.
I coudln’t count the number of bedrooms, bathrooms and magnificent oil paintings covering his
home. I met with someone, we will call “The Sir”. Now, like most of you submissives, I know when you
contact me, you’re shaking in your panties. I can hear it in your voices. Half of the time I think
it’s really cute that you’re that nervous to meet me so that I can interview you (always in public, and
always discreetly), other times I just want to laugh at you and continue
what I was doing initially. But this time, it was me. I tried my best to stay calm as I was handed a black
sleeveless tight mini dress to change into. Already, I was leaving “me” behind by putting on what “The Sir”
wanted me in.
Next was the black leather collar. On it said “slave” and then came the leather wrist cuffs.
I was asked to take off my dress and I was chained to the wall, ass forward, and blindfolded.
I was scared shitless. I felt pain like I had never before. I was naked, I was vulnerable, and I was
expierencing something new in MY life as a DOMINANT WOMAN. Well, I’m more like a Queen to you fellas,
but you get what I’m saying.
I had my ass whipped, and flogged. And for his amusement, he taped a big “X” across my ass for better target
practice he whispered. I was embrassed, AND excited. I was then turned around and flogged on my chest and
nipple clamped on my pierced nipples. It was painful. It felt so much better when they were taken off!
But being blind folded, and having to TRUST someone was a great expierence. I had no idea where I was
walking to, no idea how many people were watching me. All I could hear was his voice, and the smell of
my “The Sir” for that hour.
At the end, I was uncollared, de-cuffed, and unchained. I was allowed to put on my own clothes, and
wipe away the sweat my own masterbation allowed me. I put on my very own clothes, and walked out the door
and into my car, and broke down. Never in my life have I ever expierenced so much, in one hour.
My mind was running a mile a minute!I couldn’t believe, I just allowed myself to be so mind fucked!!!
I couldn’t slow down between the tears to realize what I had gone through
was one of the most exhilerating thing I have ever CHOSEN to do. I must say well worth my time, money and effort.
So I WANT all the gentlemen, to come out from hiding, and give this expierence a chance. I know you vanillas
are craving something more in your life, something with substance.
Let ME be YOUR Queen, to lead you from darkness to your own light.
If you’d like to donate =)
Jun 5, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Hello my little submissives.
A few of you have wondered if I need any financial help because you slaves are so sweet and caring and the answer is yes. I do have a paypal account, if you type in my email which is “fashionismurder@gmail.com” you can donate your hard work to my hard work. In attempt to get on my good side =)
Also, I have a public wishlist on amazon.com
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/7QAAFHLVL0H2/ref=lst_llp_wl-head
Go check out all the goodies I want.
You be nice to me, I’ll be nice to you.
And speaking of being nice. I feel like spanking some people. I have some free time next week and I’m dying to session! Call me, and let’s set something up. I’ve got an aching for beating some pain sluts, and I desperately need a foot massge for all my foot fetish boys. Come and see your girl, holla!
