Shower Me
Jul 31, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
with tributes and gifts
Should any of your submissives, whores, sissies, my sweet cross dressers ….. shower me if you think I’m sinfully attractive.
Miss Panic
c/o Holy Mountain
917 W Washington, Suite 143
Chicago, IL 60607
It’s your love and affection that gets MY affection returned to you.
Vonslack Studio Photos
Jul 30, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Photos from July 29th, 2009 by Thomas Slack
Peep Show
Jul 30, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I can’t begin to say this enough, but I myself enjoy looking into other people’s windows when I was out at night.
I would love to walk by an office and see a gentleman fucking his secretary on the table, papers thrown everywhere. I want to see someone so into it they barely undressed, one breast out of the bra, and skirt pulled up to her stomach, and them just going at it.
If only I could be so lucky.
Tonight I was told that I resemble the Long Island Lolita, Amy Fisher because of my you tube video. Strange, now she’s a porn star. Hehehe
Other than that my day has been alright. I fell down the other day and severly screwed up my knee. No one loves a girl more than when she has bruised knees covered in blood, right? Right? lol come on …. kiss my boo boo.
Oh, and a little frustration with the boys who lie to me.
Stamos is in my shit list for harassing me, and then wanting to have a second chance, and said he’d make it up by sending me gifts. STAMOS. Tomorrow is your end of your two weeks, granted to you by a very nice mistress. I don’t care what your profession is, you get two paychecks a month, and you’re a liar. You need to paypal me now, or I post all the home numbers and cell you gave me. Don’t be more of a wanker than you already are.
Then, Slave Little Brother, who’s name I won’t disclose as of yet was feeling a little bossy the other day during our session so I ended it early. He also promised to buy me a skirt for my photoshoot I had today. And Guess what. Little brother won’t return a phone call, nor did I get my pretty spanking skirt.
So Little Brother Slave. Do as you’re told, or I will tell our juicy information, via the magical INTERWEB. I know you’d hate it if I called your office.
So boys.
Again, I must tell you not to cross me.
But when you get on my good side, boy …. you’re on my good side, until you fuck up =)
Shooting again this weekend, but ready to serve my humble slaves – email me or call my niteflirt to set up an interview, or to have a racy talk about bdsm.
Over and Out
Miss Panic
A Weight is Lifted and Part of Me is Lost
Jul 28, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Today I went to sit on the sidewalk to steal the internet cafe’s connection and with me I brought
an old journal that I had a number scribbled within the pages to call.
On my way home, I realized my journal wasn’t with me, so I retraced my steps, wandering through
the alley like a sad child who lost their parents.
I’m devastated that I lost my journal. It held all of my most important, vulnerable, sad and joyous moments
in the past 7 years of my life. I feel like I just lost a part of me, and at the same time, a weight of secrets
is lifted from me.
On the front cover of my journal I had magazine word cut outs that said “This is My Beginning” -
I wonder if I’ll ever be famous …..
New photos from Kinky Camera Club Shoot, Sunday, July 26, 2009
My New Video on Youtube.com
Jul 22, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Miss PANIC – Brain Killer Girl
check me out =)
Loretta Young
Jul 21, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Yesterday when I was waiting for my two interviewee’s to show up the cutest little old man approached me on the street. I think he was around 85 or 87 years old. He was so small, I wanted to hug him. But he approached me to tell me I was pretty. And when I responded and had small talk with him he said I was more pretty to him now because I had been so nice and given him the time of day to speak with him. But I got the biggest compliment from him.
He told me I looked like Loretta Young, an actress from 1917 – and when I looked her up (because I didn’t know what she looked like) I was in awe. She is breath taking – and it totally made my day.
Plus, some guy riding his bike drove by me, and said ” I love you” and it made me laugh.
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
Jul 21, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Dear Potential Clients,
To my new interviewee’s I’ve met this week, thank you for coming – it was a delight meeting you.
Thank you for my cards and for proving you can follow MY directions.
For those who called, we chatted and set up an interview time – and you canceled on me last minute – I’m upset.
Let me explain this to you. When you call, you call my office number. I’m not always able to be in the office,
so when we set up a time, I leave with enough time to get there, and be early to meet YOU. I’m taking the time
out of my day, to prepare, look beautiful and interview you to make sure you are who you say you are,
and make sure you’re not a creep.
When you call me with 20 minutes to spare before our interview – KNOW THAT I AM IN ROUTE.
So you when you cancel, where does this leave me? pissed.
WITHOUT NOTICE – I AM LEFT TO WAIT THERE FOR YOU FOR 30 MINUTES. THIS AGGRAVATES ME, BECAUSE I’M
EXCITED TO MEET YOU AND WHEN YOU DON’T SHOW UP, IT ONLY STRESSES ME OUT.
SO … This leaves me with … “what should I do?”
Miss Panic is a sadistic bitch when needed =) Make sure you write that down boys.
So if you CANCEL on ME, and you still think about me while you’re at work, you still want to worship me,
smell my wild hair or see me in my pretty red lipstick –
reschedule another time to interview. And know that
the rate has doubled, and I still want my card with a funny looking animal on it. Then you get your interview,
and you now have to right to try to prove your sorrow to me. Then, and only once this is completed – we can
have our play time.
I’d so much rather play, boys – that write angry blogs.
Don’t upset your mistress.
Love,
Miss Panic (and yes, I wore hot pink toe nail polish for you today and you didn’t even get to see it.)
P.S. I’ve decided to be a little more open and write a list of things I love, and things I hate
LOVES (Psst … this is how you get on my good side)
Paypal – random tributes of your kindness is greatly appreciated. I am always in need of nice groceries
and white wine.
I posted that there are dresses I wanted, so GIFT CARDS to Urban Outfitters and Barnes and Noble
(yes, I am an avid reader)
Computer Slaves NEEDED ASAP
Jul 20, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I have a Mac , with a big screen.
And I just bought new gigs of memory for it, and when I put them in the motherboard crashed right infront of my eyes.
I’M FUCKING DEVASTATED as I need my computer to run properly for me, ASAP for all of my editing I do with my model work.
I took it to the Apple Store for a diagnostic – they’re telling me it will cost me what my rent is – which it’s ridculious.
Any of you smart enough fix a mother board without fucking it up more?
I will be happy to kick you, show you my feet, and parade you in public without charge if you can fix this for me.
SERIOUS APPLICANTS ONLY.
EMAIL OR CALL ME.
FASHIONISMURDER@GMAIL.COM
OR
312 637 9391
