I’m home!
Sep 29, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Call me on nite flirt. I want to talk with my mouth full of food! hahaha (because I’m hungrrrrry)
I’m bendy!
hahah, don’t I look like a lot of fun?
Here’s the casual me!!
Sep 28, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Okay, kiddies.
I feel horrible, I’ve been so busy with photoshoots that I haven’t been writing as much as I use to.
But I have to say, I am so proud of myself! 5 photo shoots in less than 5 days, I’m glad Chicago is taking notice to me!
I got proofs back from one shoot last week, and you all are going to shit your pants when you see how tight my body looks. Now … I’m still a little curvy 120 pound little lady. I have cute little love handles, and an ass that is plump, but my stomach is no joke! Wait until you see my new hair color and me in a bra and dirty jeans =)
Now, I’m going to the North Side of town (never been and excited!)
I was hired by a photographer today to do some artistic nude shots, as well as be apart of a kimino project he’s doing based upon each individuals personality. All photos take place in the same room on the same chair. Each girl is given a kimino, and asked to portray her personality.
What is my personality? I’m fun, funny, spunky, quirky at moments.
But deep down, I’m southern. I’m good hearted, and well, mama didn’t raise no fool, here!
I’ve been brainstorming ideas as to how to portray who I am …
so I slept in curls last night. Finally, my purple hair has calmed down from the bleach and is allowing my hair to curl again. (I can’t live without my naturally curly lion mane!) hehe
So, I took a picture of myself this morning. In my most favorite plaid shirt, which cost me a quarter back in North Carolina. A simple yellow tank top, with no bra underneath. (This I do, for comfort, because I must enjoy my perky breasts for as long as possible, and so I don’t have bra marks when I get to the shoot.) I’m wearing jeans that are too big for me, and black fuzzy socks.
This is so off topic, but have I ever mentioned my fear of socks????
I seriously, usually hate wearing shoes. I feel like I’m suffocating in them. I only like wearing my boots (like inmy youtube video) or Uggs. Though, I’ve never owned a pair, my old roomie use to have some, and I’d ummm … “borrow” them, when she wasn’t around, to go grocery shopping or for a walk about.
But the only, and I mean ONLY socks I will wear have to be the warm fuzzy ones. I hate white ones, black ones, and they hate my feet too.
Anyways, so here’s a shot of me this morning, before my shoot, with my coffee and favorite mug!
Oh, and here’s one from one of the shoots last week. More to be posted as soon as I get them returned.
What do you guys think? Will I ever be a famous model? Will I ever be able to afford to pay off my college loans? hahah … one of these days, I will.
I hope everyone is having a wonderful day, and is okay after the storm last night. I slept with the windows open, but … I’m still here, didn’t get blown away!!!
Oh, and … sessssssions.
I’m back in business this week. And my eros ad is going back up again soon. Even though it’s not there, doesn’t mean I’m not sessioning.
I’m available Tuesday evening, all day Wednesday and all day Thursday.
And accepting last minute donations for my tattoo on Friday!!! It’s for my birthday!!! Little me is going to be 26 soon!!!!!!!!!!!
Kapow!
xoxo
Miss Panic
Spiderbite and Swollen Nose
Sep 25, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Hahah, what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This shit is too hilarious, and seriously can only happen to me!
It’s 1:28 in the morning, and I now just had to take two swigs of strong liquor just to calm down.
I went to bed at midnight. I have another photoshoot in the morning. The focus of this one wasn’t so much fashion, or nude, but a “beauty headshot” … it’s a portfolio term for 3/4 of your mid section shown, but focus on your face and hair!
And I’m sleeping …or trying to atleast. I put my hair in braided pigtails to sleep, to try to make it more curly for my shoot. All of a sudden I feel something, and I just think, it’s my pigtail poking me in my neck. It happens again, so I move my pigtail, and readjust and try to go back to sleep.
Then, I start freaking out because suddenly, I can’t feel my nose.
yes, I mean it … I couldn’t feel my nose. Then all of a sudden, it starts burning, and I feel the heat of my skin, and I’m like … what the fuck. This isn’t a dream, and I’m in sudden pain! So I jump out of my bed, turn on the lights and run to the mirror.
Low and behold, My nose is HUGE, RED, PUFFY, AND PINK AND WHITE.
Then, I turn to my neck, and I have a welt, that is white, pink with swolleness, and throbbing out of the side of my neck …
I cannot believe this just happened to me.
I had such a great day, and was looking forward to tomorrow, and now I FEEL LIKE MY FACE IS RUINED!!!
I’m icing it until I’m not scared enough to fall back asleep.
I changed my sheets pronto, showered, rewashed and cleansed my face …
Liquor should help me get over my fears of crawling back in my bed.
I’m just so worried about tomorrow! I hope I’m not red and puffy! Not only my nose, but underneath my eyes because I’m too scared to sleep now!!!
ahhhhhhhh!!! how does this shit only happen to me???????
Saturday and Sunday
Sep 25, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I’m looking for pampering sessions. I need my neck, shoulders and feet rubbed. I’ve had a busy busy week and need pampering.
sign up to touch me, when I say touch me and how I say touch me…..
if it goes into displeasing , you will be punished by my sadistic side … I will not have mercy on you.
making me happy should be your only goal in life.
got it?
xoxo
Miss Panic
Purple and Blue Hair and Great News!
Sep 24, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Horray, I have blue and purple hair now.
And as I promised, Tommy and Bill – casual photos.
Here is me in my shoe box sized kitchen, where I write my emails with my new blue hair!
And Tommy, you did make my day!
Thanks =)))))))))))))
Now, green tea, watching “The Game” and going to bed.
Another photoshoot tomorrow.
And, Jimmy – if you’re reading this – I had my photoshoot today with the skirt you bought me!!! In the windows of the 15th floor, overlooking the city and trains!!! Blue filter, polaroids. Wait for them … wait for them …. I’m going to be posting as soon as they are returned to me!
I’m so excited.
Also, I’m going to be in an erotic photography book sold in Barnes and Noble, out in Sept of 2010!!! I’m not sure which photo of myself will be in there, but the photographer got in touch with me yesterday to ask if she could submit our set to the book, called The Mammoth. Check it out – they’re already done 5 volumes and I’ll be in 6!!!
I’m supppppper excited.
So, another shoot tomorrow, and another shoot on Friday!!
SATURDAY i’m taking sessions, who wants to be the first one to session with me with my hair done?
Let me be your purple artsy goddess!
xoxoxo
(a better feeling) Miss Panic
You’re letting me down ….
Sep 23, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Everyone I thought I could count on, has let me down.
It doesn’t pay to be nice to people.
I need a sugar daddy because I’m drowning in my bills, and fear that I can’t see my way out …
*cries*
I had such a horrible 2 days.
I was up til 5 am with nausea, and a headache the other day.
I keep getting growing pains in my legs (wtf, I’m almost 26 why am I still getting pains in my legs so bad it hurts to sleep????)
Today, I started my period. Cried. Then felt HORRIBLE AND FAT AND UGLY ALL DAY.
I promised a photo on my webcam to a client who wanted to see how I look in everyday life, rather than professional photos, and I felt too ugly to take one …. I’m sorry (I’ll do it soon).
My birthday’s coming up, and I won’t even have enough money to buy myself the tattoo I want, or the plate.
I broke 3 pairs of shoes this week, and only have a pair of flip flops to wear.
So I cried …
I hate being on my period, everything makes me cry. God forbid cute puppies and babies get near me. I might cry because I don’t have either, then try to eat them. LOL
Can you guys just cut me a break???
I’m looking to do sessions with MASSAGE! I am severely stressed out ….. and need someone to buy me an ice cream sundae.
=((((((((
ugh!
Sep 21, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Being a Domme, is like having a bunch of boyfriends, except they are all shitty and take take instructions well.
Everyone needs to step up their game.
If you’re serious about me, I need a tribute for my birthday tattoo, which is happening on Oct 2nd.
Do it.
And receive my admiration, spit, and tramples.
My Eros Ad
Sep 20, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
So, some of you may be wondering why I haven’t put up my eros ad for this month.
It just recently expired, and while it was done, I had a ton of friends in town from NJ, NC and MI – so I wouldn’t have had time to properly respond to everyone’s emails.
Seriously, when my ad goes up I get a ton of funny/stupid emails, from people which I respond to – and then never hear from again. Some time’s it’s a plus, and I’ll meet some really great clients, and other times, I wanna put a gun to my head … hahah
But anyways, this week my hair is being dyed bright blue and black on Tuesday. Then I’m shooting in my latex spanking skirt with polaroid grainy film (think old school) on Wednesday and shooting again with a new photographer on Thursday. From these shoots I will generate new photos that BEST REPRESENT my look as of lately. I don’t want to post the same photos again and again on Eros, and attract the same weirdos! lol
So …………. stay tuned!!!
whips and tramples,
Miss Panic
New Foot Fetish Rule!
Sep 19, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
You must bring a color of your choice, whether it be a spicy red polish, or bright blue, seafoam or lime green!
I am tired of the 2 colors I have which are dark plum and hot pink.
I need variety and I want my foot boys to bring them to me, so they can remove my existing polish and paint me a new one to their liking!!!
Okay! So, this new rule is in EFFECT AS OF TODAY!
And, I’m taking appointments for next week, so holla at your girl if you want to be mummified, spanked, trampled, or if you just want to worship me in general.
I’m also looking for gift cards for Quimby’s Books in Chicago as a gift for my birthday, or for existing!
And my niteflirt is now turned on, rather than on alert.
Okaaaaaaay =)
Tattoo Appointment for My Birthday!
Sep 18, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
So, as you know my birthday is in November, and I just had to book another tattoo Appointment, and besides Oct 2 at Noon for 4 hours, I would have had to wait until December, and I just can’t!
So, I’m getting my half sleeve worked on, and it’s going to be another painting of Miss Van’s girls. This is her.
I think getting a tattoo for me, is not only a rite of passage for me as an individual, but the artist is my favorite, her paintings inspire me. I love her use of sexual animals, the bunnies, and owls … little deer that she rides (also on my arm)
I’m so excited now, to get light blues and purples added to my arm to give it that girl arsty vibe!
I miss the pain! Bring me the needles!!!! it’s crazy, I think for those of you who have ever had a tattoo know what Im talking about, the need to be perfect, for it to reflect me, and for you to star at =)
So, as far as my birthday wishes, I’d like tribute made to me via paypal. I’d prefer 50.00 to be the minimum – so that I can have this new tattoo as a gift to me.
I think it’s easier than my submissives buying me a kitchen table or a couch, since I have neither now.
But I will be happy to trade furniture shopping for a session =) hehe
I’m a sucker for the chairs and couches, not to mention headboards at Urban Outfitters (a giftcard for $1000) would make my dreams come true, over and over again!!!!
Okay, today I’m relaxing … time for a healthy bowl of cereal, and a walk in the park!
Hope everyone is enjoying their day!
xoxo
