Mistress Alice Skary and Miss Panic for ONE DAY ONLY
Nov 28, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
So, Dec 22- 27th I will be in North Carolina.
I will be sessioning out of Mistress Alice Skary’s dungeon located in Raleigh.
I will be doing sessions ONLY on the 26th.
Please let me know if you would like for ME to Domme you in Raleigh, if you would like for the BOTH of us to Domme you.
Seek within for inquiries.
Wankers need not apply. I won’t allow anyone to ruin my holidays with your “I kinda” or “I might” want a session bullshit.
I’m in NC one a year, don’t miss this!!!
This is Mistress Alice and you all know what I look like =)
I want to use these NEXT WEEK
Nov 28, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
This photo is everything I love
Polaroid film
BDSM
And the tones of something vintage and wicked =)
Which is how I like to think of myself … hehe
Thank you to my New York Slave, Mr. Victor!!!
Nov 27, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
This slave worships me from afar.
He sent me a beautiful black boat neck tee shirt dress that I was dying to have from Alternative Apparel for my 26th birthday.
And yesterday I received a $100.00 giftcard to Victoria Secret to spend on myself for the Thanksgiving Holiday!
I wonder how he’ll make me smile for Christmas!
I am soooo thankful to my special new New York Slave.
I now have ordered, a beautiful black lace baby doll halter slip.
This one to be exact, but like I said, black. I think it would look beautiful and daring with my pale skin. There were so many that I wanted I loved this gray silk vintage slip, and this one too – I love how expensive the both of these items look, but aren’t! Which is the great part. It’s vintage, means luxury, meets great designs.
I ordered some wine colored cordaroys for winter, doing my best to keep my assests from freezing. Can you imagine if my nipple got frost bitten?
No fun, NO FUN!
So I’m stocking away now, warm items (I think I have a coat on the way from Slave Brian) and a new down puma one he gave me, and I bought the warrrrrmest socks at Sears. I’m almost ready for my FIRST MIDWEST WINTER!
I also ordered 2 comfy shifts for layering, and the best part is – I researched the site and hit the special offers up. I am even receiving a hot pink Run Way Bag from Victoria Secret with 3 unique beauty products hidden inside, and I got free shipping and handling. I really hope one is the shine and curling hair product!
Way to spoil me, Mr. Victor =)
Thank you so much. I can’t tell you how little treats like this make me so happy.
But most of all, I’m happy because you KNOW how gracious I am.
I’ve never EVER been one of those gimme gimme types. Nor do I hope to ever be.
Random gifts of kindness are the best. So, I thank you for my Turkey Day presents! I’ll be sure to wear them and think of you =)
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On a different note – Kinky Camera Club is on Sunday and man oh man do Mistress Lucinda and I have a full house!
Which is none less than AWESOME!
Two girls who love modeling, and now all the people coming are becoming regulars of our parties and clubs.
I’m more than excited about our art shows we will be starting with the new year.
I’m bringing one piece over on Sunday to give to slave Brian – who is commissioning me for a painting, that I put my all into.
So, not only is this painting, TOTALLY ME!
But it looks awesome, and I’ve gotten a ton of compliments on it.
The painting is of 3 girls in garter belts facing the wall, ready for spanking. Slave Brian told me he was a foot, leg, and ass type of guy. So he gets legs and ass!!
I even cut up my personal lacey panties to make garter belts for the painted ladies.
As you know my forte is spitting, so I spit in their assholes. LOL. Hahaha, and the painting is covered in sugar, so he never forgets what a sweetheart I am, when he does all of his traveling. Now, he truly has a piece of me, by his side =)
Can’t wait to see everyone on Sunday. It’s going to be a rockin shoot!
Kit is bringing some awesome props, like a bird cage! Which I couldn’t be more happy with. I’ve looked at a lot of photos that were very high fashion and they were the birdcage on their heads.
I would love to find a mask like this. I found one, one time at a latex store but it was like 108 dollars. I was like, FOR A MASK!!! ARE YOU FREAKING CRRRRRA-ZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?
But, I’m bringing a blacK mask of my own on Sunday!!! It was a twelve dollar steal from well, actually, I got it at the porn shop downtown. But it’s black and has a very long nose. I secretly love it, and you will too =)))
Kit is bringing tons of props! I can’t wait!!!
<—- this is me, being GIDDY!!!
See you all on Sunday!
Vacation for the Holidays
Nov 26, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I will be out of Chicago from the Dec 22 – 27
Much needed time away from Illinois, and I’m going to soak in a Southern Christmas with my family in North Carolina =)
I have appointments open and ready on the 28th -30th when I get back in town!
xoxo
Miss Panic
Fall is my favorite
Nov 26, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
And Winter is just bumming me out. Though I am excited because once it does snow, I’ll be doing more painting, which is always good for business. And hot coco is usually involved, and all sorts of good soups. And I believe garlic bread tastes better in the Fall and Winter. LOL.
Anyway, my friend Kit took this photo of me the other day being goofy in the grass.
I am in love with my new boots, they’re oerfect. I can tuck jeans into them and wear them comfortably with tights or leggings. I’m sure I’m going to have a ton of pictures just for these boots. lol. They were a great buy from Slave Brian. He sometimes lets me play ” don’t look at the price tag” games with him. These were a special gift for my birthday =)
Here’s us tonight, he flies home and his time here is ending for the holidays. He says he’ll return soon to see me again, and I believe him.
Until then, he treats me as a queen from afar. And laughs when I say “I have to tinkle” and excuse myself to the ladies room.
I threw my socks at him, I was so happy to buy new really soft ones, that I wanted to put them on right away!
And here’s me looking sly and evil =)
More pictures posted tomorrow! I’m tired and dozing off … goodnight world
Purple Bangs and New Ink
Nov 24, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Becoming who I want to be, one day at a time is my fetish.
This month my hair is green.
Last month it was blue.
December I WANT purple bangs and black hair, and a new tattoo to signify some strength which I feel a little lacking in this month (my temper … my irritableness, seriously …)
I want it on the back of my elbow or on my ribs.
Simple text, simple font.
“Everything was beautiful, and nothing ever hurt.”
I need this in my life. I think more than my organization!
but tonight I’m cracking down. I’m working on comissioned paintings, 2 paintings for the gallery show I’ll be in December, and a start on some new pieces for our first art show for Holy Mountain we’ll be having in January.
So, here’s the hair I want now. Should be cheap … I’m keeping my toes crossed, it will be cheap. My blue hair cost 200.00, this should be like 60!
I am this, I am that
Nov 23, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
This photograph takes the words right out of my mouth. I had to share it.
Listening to a Leonard Cohen cd, making art lazily in my bed on a winter Sunday evening =)
And thanks for my healing rocks, from Mr. Itsy Bitsy’s wife – and for the cd =) Wonderful personal touches. And how kind for you to send him out the door with gifts to impress me! Thank you =)
El Valiente
Nov 21, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
These are my favorite photos. The ones where my smile comes before my tears.
The first one I’m wear a heavy metal tee shirt that I made, called Norma Jean. Which was Marylin Monroe’s real name, and as a fan of her – I thought I sported it rather well. I think I’m going to wear it if I can find it for camera club next Sunday. This was taken by my friend, Hypolux.
I’m wearing a denim mini skirt with a stud belt and my granny’s apron over it. I was thinking about all the cute things my granny would say to me before she died. This is such a sincere smile, followed by tears. But one of my most meaningful photos.
The next one is also by Hypolux.
I wanted to shoot the next day. I was in a relationship with my best friend of 8 years, together for 2.
He totally ripped my heart out of chest, still beating .. and threw it on the ground. He had no remorse for the way he treated me, no guilt for cheating, no concern for my feelings or my future without him.
I fell asleep that night in an empty bed that we use to share. My panic attacks were horrible in the morning. It was a death sentence for the sun to shine brightly on my face through the blinds beside what use to be OUR bed.
I wanted to overcome him.
I wanted to be me again. The me, without him.
The one my friends so dearly loved.
To me, it was as if, I had fallen down … my same height (5’7”) and when I got up, I was a taller woman.
I felt this urgency to be strong, to make my life better and to become who I wanted to be. A talented, loving, caring, woman. I was independent, not “single”. I wasn’t pretty but I was more “alluring”.
For two years I didn’t go out in public without him. I felt guilty if I didn’t have dinner ready and his laundry done. I paid all of his bills, car insurance, cell phone for the both of us. Any leisurely activities, was spent on my dime. I worked 3 jobs, 1st shift, 2nd shift at another job, and then the bar til 2 a.m.
I never understood why I did this for him without question – I just did.
But when the line came to where he said, I don’t love you anymore. My life started over again, in the best way possible.
I am SOMEONE.
I want to be remembered, not regretted.
(Which is why I got my tattoo on my arm, that is of a girl, with an anchor tattooed on her arm, that says No Regrets)
The anchor was because when he said he wanted to marry me, he went out and got the tattoo on his chest, to prove to me that he was settled, and I was the one.
On our 2 year anniversary we both got hearts tattooed on our hips. The pain was so bad over my lower tummy that I couldn’t color mine in -
It was a sign … he wasn’t the one to fill my heart. He simply let me know how fragile my heart is – and if given to the wrong person, breakable.
I suppose these years of my life before moving to Chicago were spent crying, and wondering what I did to be unloved, when in my mind I did everything and more, that led me to BDSM.
Tired of putting up with people’s bull …lies, and mistreatment.
This way, I get to let it all out =)
And for those who are wondering, if you’re forgotten I’m American and half Chilean.
El Valiente means “The Brave”
xoxo
Miss Panic
See, we all have our sad stories, but if it weren’t for the sadness, we wouldn’t appreciate the happiness there after.
Shadows
Nov 21, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Who are we really? Tangled up in shadows.
We all have secrets, you choose to share them with me.
Release your passion, whether it be for art or panty hose.
If you like feet – ENJOY MY FEET
Massage them with lotion, rub them hard with your knuckles then kiss them gently .
Hold them as if it were my heart.
Be who you are, and be PROUD. Be Respectful and be MINE.
Let me fully enjoy who you are, and what you have to offer.
Laughter
Conversation
Wine
Dinner
I know you try to get closer, draw into me just for a moment to smell me … my flowers, my breath ….
I notice you, noticing me and it drives me wild too.
