Yay! New Year’s Eve!
Dec 31, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Tomorrow morning, bright and early, I’m going with Lily Hex and Lady Amelia shopping.
Lily Hex has so kindly offered us her slave for a few hours to take us shopping, so all of us girls can be together and pick out something cute to drive the boys wild!
I’m so excited, I’m going to bed now, so I can wake up with bright eyes and a bushy tail!
Also, I will be posting photos later, because as I won’t be spending the actual bewitching hour with these ladies, I will stay with them up until 11 pm. So that means, cute new photos to be posted!
Be on the look out!
xoxo
Miss Panic
Sunday, Sunday, Fun Day!
Dec 31, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Who wants to start out the New Year pampering me? God knows I need something positive in my life to happen soon!
I will be available and at Holy Mountain a lot more soon. I’ve decided to quit blogging from home, and come into the studio to blog and respond to emails and take nite flirt phone calls. This way, if you decide you want a session on your lunch break, you can commmmmmme on down, to the price is right.
Oh, I mean, come to see me, and either let me spit on you, or give you a rough spanking. LOL
Things are changing in 2010, I’m making sure of it.
A Night Without Armor
Dec 30, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
When a boyfriend left me, revenge was never on my mind.
I always thought, how should this end, with as little pain to each party as possible.
I once wrote on my stomach, for a nude photoshoot, I fucking forgive you.
But I have yet to ever ask for forgiveness.
Sometimes I wonder why I don’t react the way I should, how something set in further than others.
Today, I think I want to cry.
To release it …. to meditate on it, and to believe that it’s real.
Life is so precious.
Dec 29, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Tonight I read a quote that said, “death is more perfect than life.” and in my head I said to myself, I don’t believe that. Life can be perfect…..
It’s almost 3 am, and I just got off the phone with an ex boyfriend. He mentioned he had a horrible day to me, and finally I got a chance to check on him tonight.
Three days ago, his brother’s wife went missing.
She’s young, and has a four year old daughter. I’d say she’s in her 30′s.
My ex, spent his morning at the morgue with his older brother.
She was found in the woods, a little ways from the house.
Her body couldn’t be identified, she had been shot in the face five times. He and his brother knew it was her, only by her tattoos.
(Another reason why I have some, in case, and knock on wood something like this happens to me)
Hearing him cry over the phone truly breaks my heart, for he was the one to tell his niece, “Mommy’s not coming home” ….
Life is so precious.
This speaks volumes to me, I can’t help but be nice to strangers, because what if no one has ever showed them the time of day? I think to myself everyday, how can I change someone’s life for the better. Sometimes, I think I was mother theresa in my past life. I always want to help, even if it hurts me in the process … I could give until my heart explodes, which is why I’m so gracious when people are kind to me in return.
I help homeless, because I hate that they ended up on the streets, embrassed and begging.
I say I love you to all my friends and family when I leave the house, or end a phone call.
Again, I say to you, life is so precious. You never know when something awful can happen to someone you know, love, and care for … or worse, to you.
Please take a moment today, to be nice to someone you don’t know. Compliment the little lady on the bus, be gracious and kind to those who treat you well, and with respect. And most importantly, please call those you love, and just say it …
To all of you, I care … and pray (in my own special way) that nothing happens to anyone I know, and or have met briefly in my life –
Take Care over the holiday season, people tend to be wreckless this time of year.
Stay alert.
xoxo
A very sad and serious Miss Panic
New Year’s Special
Dec 28, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I am offering foot, leg and shoe worship for $200 this week until New Year’s, ONLY.
The new year will bring back my regular rate of $250, unless otherwise noted.
Over Christmas break, I dealt with some news that I didn’t really … well, wasn’t ready to handle. But it needs to be done.
My grandmother died of Alzheimer’s disease, and my mom who is 66 is showing a lot of signs. Very scary signs. As in, she toke me to the airport herself, and then forgot where I was.
I’m doing this special for one reason only, and that is to be able to help my brother pay for her to go to a neurologist next week.
He’s flying back from NJ to take my mom to the doctor. She has medicaid, but it’s not enough. My mom barely makes 500 a month with her catering job for the university.
So, anyone who comes to see me, is helping ME, help MY MOM.
This would be Christmas to me, to have a lot of appointments, that don’t flake.
This is a serious matter – so please understand. I never complain about needing money. But if the doctor says what I think he’ll say, there’s no turning back. My life, changes forever. And I’ll have a lot more responsibilities to her, as her only daughter.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas, and I’m looking forward to being worshiped for a good cause.
xoxo
Miss Panic
Back in Chicago
Dec 28, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Happy Holidays all!
I’m back in Chicago and ready for action.
Book your appointment with me, I’m free to session all this week!
Let me serve you some holiday, kink!
xoxo
Miss Panic
Going to North Carolina
Dec 22, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Horray, in just hours I will be on the plane, going home to see my family.
I get to spend 5 whole days with my big brother, and my mom. Also, I’m told there’s a new addition to our family; a new gray kitten!!!
My mom named her Angel.
I tried to tell her it was a stripper’s name, but she didn’t listen. LOL
So, I’m sitting in bed, downloading a sad movie “my sister’s keeper” eating pizza (finally feel good enough to eat!) Thanks to none other than the nasty, dreadful, most god awful Robitussin. Has kinda saved my life.
So, I will be checking my email while I’m gone (until the 27th) however, I will NOT. I REPEAT NOT BE ACCEPTING ANY PHONECALLS.
This is my vacation, a much needed family get away … so please don’t bother me, and instead refer to my list as the proper way to reach me.
I will be in town on the 27th, and can session THAT NIGHT!
So, holla at your girl if you need an after Christmas spanking, or you want to fall in love with my feet.
Christmas Party photos should be posted soon, hahaha, like I said, an amazing night.
And thanks to everyone who’s been asking if I need any driving/errand/house assistance.
I have decided. Slave Josh who came to the party as my date, yes yes … the young buck. Is now my house slave. He will be reporting to me at least twice a week to do all my dirty work for me. I’m flattered at how excited he is to do my dishes, and to wash the cum stains from my sweat pants. heheh
Also, Slave Josh is going to be my slave for an audition I have with Maya Sinstress on January 7th at The Exit. I’ll be doing LIVE corporal punishment at the bar. If you’re interested in being hit, slapped, or any nipple torture, email me and ask if you can be apart of my audition.
I NEED ONLY THE STRONGEST MEN.
No pussies allowed.
And, I’d like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, please be safe, think of me often … and cum see me soon!
OH, ALSO
The candy cane panties I posted, have already been bought by Slave Brian.
Thanks! And Good Night!
never ending
Dec 20, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I did my best to feel better yesterday to go to our Christmas party, but today I wake up .. and I want to curl up and die.
I went out after wards for one beer, and then to bed.
I can barely talk without coughing, and my nose hurts from blowing it so much.
This can’t be happening to me! I have to fly home to see my mom on Tuesday. Everyone on the plane is going to hate me. I better bring my sanitizer, touch no one, talk to no one ….
I’ll take my medicine, and zombie up before getting on the plane.
I probably won’t be responding to many emails over the holidays, as I hope to be curled up in my mom’s lap so she can take care of me – and hopefully her new kitten will take a liking to me, and keep me company while I’m sick and on the couch over the holidays.
Aghhh … this sucks.
I hate my immune system.
Our Party Tonight!
Dec 20, 2009 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Tonight was so awesome I can’t wait to have some photos to post to show off all my hot little Domme friends, and……….. you’ll get to see what we did to slave George! He was an amazing new guy, great sense of humor, and a hell of a team player for our happiness!
Happy Birthday again to Marcelle, and thanks to everyone who came out – it was great to say Happy Holidays and chat with everyone.
And oh my god, Mistress Alice’s dark chocolate peppermint fudge, was to die for …
And Slave Betty brought us the most, and I mean, the most DIVINE brownies!!!
And slave Jordan wore Reindeer antlers. There were numerous twirly whirelys, and spankings, OH MY!
I even got to use the cane on my little subbie Josh, who again, was ammmmazing at taking the pain, and never made a peep. While, Jordan mentioned the word yellow to me when I punished him with the ruler. I forgive you Jordan, I know you didn’t mean it, and if you were here now, you’d ask for some more like a hungry little puppy.
Josh, So young, (22) was the most polite, respectful, submissive. I accidently spilt a glass of water onto the carpet, and before I even had felt my foot on it, he was already there with paper towels, rescuing me.
More new subs should be like him. I wish he weren’t a life style subbie, because boy would I train him nicely, specifically for me.
I shared him tonight with the others, because it was Christmas, and no one should be a Domme Grinch!
Ah … the foot rubs and shoulder rubs were oh so nice tonight.
Seriously, best Christmas Party, ever.
Comfortable, chill, and intoxicatingly fun =)
I think I just made that word up. heh
Goodnight Chicago, Goodnight World.
Until next time, this is Miss Panic .. passing out.
xoxo
