Portland
Jul 31, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Portland keeps emailing me.
I want to get there.
I’m brainstorming how to get there.
With all that’s happening with my mom, and knowing I have a 50 – 50 chance of having the disease too, I said to myself, I should really get some work done. Portland keeps calling my name. I have a place to stay and 3 people to work with. How do I get there ?
I’m working on ways. I’m going to make it happen.
Still sick, stomach aches …. can’t eat anything.
Hmmmmph. I’m so hungry. lol
Ache
Jul 30, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
My mom’s cat scan was postponed, they made an appointment, then they fucked up and didn’t read her medical records and were about to give her a test for something that wasn’t even bothering her. It was crazy my brother said.
And, I’ve had a stomach ache for 2 days. I wonder if something is going around, because it’s like, I’m fine, but then as soon as I eat, I feel sick … nausea now, from my chicago deep dish.
Update – 2 girls smoking
Jul 29, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
If you want to see me and my friend smoking, we’re setting up a package because we’re poor.
For $50.00, you’ll get ten photos of us smoking, and a 5 minute video.
If you want to see what my friend looks like, and are SERIOUS about buying our package, email me. I’m not going to post HER photo for everyone. If you want to pay, you can see how cute she is. I mean, come on yal … she roll’s with me. I don’t have any ugly friends!
My friend is coming over =)
Jul 27, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
And since I’m on a video kick. I think her and I will be making a hot little smoking video.
For those interested in purchasing, or those who want to see what my friend looks like, contact me =) I think you’ll be pleasantly surprised.
On a realistic note – My mom is getting her CT scan tomorrow, and leaving Jersey in a week.
When means, soon I’ll be North Carolina bound, helping my mom do what she needs to do to live comfortably, and not alone anymore.
I really want to post a photo of me and my mom, but I’m too scared of the creepers on the internet. hahaha
Miss Panic on Youtube
Jul 27, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
The show must go on.
I’ve been having fun now that my webcam is working again.
I posted a second video on youtube for this week. If I keep it up and continue to enjoy it – I plan on making a candid Miss Panic channel.
Both videos so far, I don’t speak a word in them:)
Search : “Miss Panic – Spitting is more fun than it should be” @youtube.com
It saddens me
Jul 24, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
That all of you read my blogs
Some of you call, and I talk to you for free
No one comes into session
and I show you all my pictures FREE OF CHARGE
Then when someone really important, that could make or break my modeling career no one seems to care.
Have any of you thought to give me thirty bucks, each? With all that lurk my page (and I know who each of you are) I could have already had the skirt, and ordered.
And while you’re married, that would be your choice. You think I don’t know how shitty the economy is? I’ve still been looking for a job, only gotten ONE interview, then they never even hired because it wasn’t necessary anymore, even for part time.
I just sold my car for my mom’s medical bills, and sold a shit ton of clothes, to make rent, internet, and put food on the table. I rarely ever go out, I’m a recluse. And my only dream is to rock this shoot. And no one offers help, I just hear little selfish excuses.
I’m disappointed.
From here on out – I’m not sharing my photos anymore. You’re all acting like selfish lovers.
Is this what I have to do?
Jul 23, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
To prove my ass is out of this world, and get that latex skirt sent to me, pronto.
As in today or tomorrow because it will take up to 2 weeks for shipping and handling.
This skirt, needs to be on my ass.
prettttttttttttty please with a cherry on top.
You’ll get a reward!!!!
This is what I NEED
Jul 23, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Here is the exact photo of where I will be shooting in 2 weeks, in North Carolina.
This shoot has the potential to make me or break me.
I was either of these items for this shoot.
It’s going to be nude. So, either of these work.
http://www.vexclothing.com/shop/product_info.php?cPath=22_24&products_id=43
http://www.syren.com/latex-accessories-p-20-courtney-latex-garter-w-color-trim.aspx
This is how I win
Jul 22, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to go to the grocery store.
P.S. Who is buying me those boots? I’m leaving in 2 weeks, someone better get on it, or buy me something latex to wear for the shoot in the swamp.
http://store02.prostores.com/servlet/ego-assassin/the-110/SCANNER/Detail
P.S.S. Check out my new youtube video, the torment of slave brians toothbrush =)
Still taking custom video requests =)
Coco Rosie
Jul 22, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
This band is helping me get through all my hard times,my doubts, my worries, and helping calm my soul.
You should give them a listen …. it’s beautiful.
P.S. Made my mom’s day, told her I was coming home in 2 weeks to help her pack. Now I just need the ticket to NC, Greensboro preferably so I can work with one photographer on my trip, and then he’ll give me a ride home to Raleigh.
