Dear Contestants on Miss Panic’s Panties Price is Right !!!

Aug 24, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Posted by Miss Panic

I’m sitting here almost in tears.

My phone is disconnected. The people in the building I live in are rude and love to stereotype any girl who wears a dress with tattoos. My feelings are hurt.

I wanted to do the undie wear bid, because I paid money to put them for sale on erosbid, and it just took my money and said I could only BUY and not sell. Which isn’t helping me.

I AM going to North Carolina in a few days. It sucks I can’t talk to my mom right now. On the 27th she gets her final um, whats the word … results? I guess. After 2 ct scans, an mri and an ultrasound for her neck – she’s taken 2 memory tests, had a full check up, and blood work. Poor little mama has been poked and prodded enough!

So, I’m here. With my coffee. Thinking.
Thinking how good it’s going to be with my brother and mom for a week. Little happy, silly family. I know it’s going to be hard,not only for my mom, but for me and my brother to leave the apartment with her. Before my mom moved in, it was just my brother’s apartment. Then when he left, I was recruited back to Raleigh from Greenville where I was in college after the divorce, to move in, only to have my brother move out the next day. So, then came my mom to the rescue. She let me boyfriend live there, and she moved in with me, to help me pay bills and downsize from our old life. We have had a few good times, a lot of bad times, and some down right funny times. I remember being sneaky, and the first night I reunited with an ex, he came over and spent the night on the couch And um … we …uh … soo … good … we … watched … law and order … bang bang.

However, that ex is now a douche bag, because he blackmailed me and stole money from my banking accounts after he left me.

Ugh. Frustrations.

I sold a painting at my show! Horray! Great news! But the bad news is, it’s up for 7 weeks. And I get paid by check 3 weeks after. So, we’re looking at like a birthday surprise for myself with whatever I sell to hit my hands in November. Wow. I’m going to be 27 ….

I just paid bills. I have rent money this month. I have electricity (just paid didn’t realize I was 11 days behind on the bill) I have internet, the site, phone, and then new contacts to buy.

I swear, there should be money trees. But you should have to shake them with all your might, first Only the strong win. Only, the strong win.

So – here’s what I’m gunna do. Since everyone wants a pair of panties, I figure the show must go on today, right?

So, Slave brian gets the black ones, for $40.00 with a little video to boot Paypal me please

Nicole – I’m going to model a cute girly pair for you for $20.00

Darren – sold for $23.78 (hahaha, you make me laugh so hard, you helped me think of the price is right, another childhood favorite memory, on the floor during summers when I was a kid, on the bean bag chair!)

and Ray – $ 20.00 from you, and everyone wins

Paypal me, and I’m closer to getting home to NC and Portland so, I can decompress and think about my life, and everything that is about to happen.

The end of the year is always hard for me.

Holidays, make me miss my dad.
My birthday, makes me feel older
Anniversary of an ex taking his life,
then Christmas ….

I’ve realized lately, I think a lot about my past. I need to live in the moment more, let go of grudges, and just live, for ME.

For the past 2 years, when anyone or any job application has told me to describe myself in 5 words. I’ve always chosen

“I’m a work in progress. ”

because, it’s so true.