so sick
Sep 29, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I’ve been in bed since Monday afternoon, sooooo sick.
My voice is horrible. I have a head cold. I have sinus pain. I have swollen glands, and an ear ache. My body fells like it was hit by a truck. This sucks. I’m suppose to walk in a HUGE fashion show this Friday.
Send me your good healthy vibes.
My Art Prints for Sale
Sep 27, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Originals are $35.00
Prints are $15.00
Let me know what you want 
I’ll be selling these also at my birthday party/art show!
My New/Old Fur Coat
Sep 27, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Eight years later, I found the fur coat my dad and mom gave me for my 18th birthday. It’s very Chicago chic.
This was a fun shoot with someone I call my “little sister” she’s a 19 year old model who looks up to me, who I adore so much. This was us playing in clothes (or lack of them) over a bottle of wine before our night began.
By the way, I had the greatest girls weekend, I’ve had in the longest time. I soooo needed it.
And I had to cancel my trip to Portland. I was still short by 300 for the ticket.
Sad face.
However, I am starting with new ideas for my birthday party! I was told some people have been calling HM, to schedule flights to see me. I’m sooo honored.
I’m thinking of either a 50′s house wife theme, or a China Town theme. Sushi, paper laterns, and geisha dresses and pretty fans
Date is still being set, then I’ll post a flyer once it’s made!!!!!
Soooo exciting, and Betty, one of our favorites, said she’d bake me a rum cake, because it’s MY favorite!
Nom Nom Nom
Last Night’s Party – Our 2 Year Anniversary
Sep 26, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
- I loved my shoulder rubs
- I loved my foot rubs
- I loved the champagne, and Stella’s Dolphin brought us
- The cake was amazing.
- I watched and videod needle play
- I met new Mistresses!
- I turned you into a puppy, put your underwear on your head, and tied your shirt in a bow so everyone could see your unshaved bush, and hairy ass.
- But before I left, I spit in your face, and made you jerk it to all of our guests.
Imagine what else I could do.
Fun Filled,
Miss Panic
I’ll be at Holy Mountain tomorrow for sessions starting at noon. Call me tonight if you’d like to come in and see me.
xoxo
Sessions
Sep 24, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Seriously, I’m eating mustard sandwiches. If it weren’t for a certain slave who brought me bananna bread, and sausage and biscuits this morning, I have one egg, and slices of cheese in my fridge.
I could really use a session, not only so I can eat, but so I can go to Portland.
Does anyone know how to go about flying “standy by” is it as simple as going to the airport and waiting? lol
Erotic Writer, Adam Madison Interviews Yours Truly!
Sep 23, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Q&A with Miss Panic, Artist and Dominatrix
An artist’s life often is eccentric. They live for their art, take risks and challenge social norms. They’ll dye their hair blue just to see how it looks or wear red socks with a gray suit because they need the splash of color. As they pursue their careers and have their fun, they might pick up odd jobs in Lakeview just to get by. Others will take it to a whole new level.
When a Chicago painter by the name of Miss Panic (www.misspanic.com) was having trouble making ends meet, she found herself doling out spankings and clamping scrotums for cash. Somewhere in the West Loop, you can hear clients crying; crying out for more. She is gainfully employed by Holy Mountain BDSM studio (www.holymountainchicago.com) where clients pay to be whipped, humiliated, electrocuted or otherwise degraded.
It pays the bills, but also allows her to embrace painting. Her work is now on display at Metropolis, a popular cafe in Edgewater. If Miss Panic is not covering canvas or flogging her patrons, she is likely touring the country to work with various photographers. She’s a stunning, ink-covered model with an impressive portfolio. Her modeling is too extensive to list here, but a taste can be found on her Model Mayhem account (http://www.modelmayhem.com/1134167).
Her schedule is just as crazy as her lifestyle. But by some miracle, I managed to get enough of her time for a quick Q&A session. I am eternally grateful, as I am not worthy to even lick the dust from her boots. Here it is. Thank you Miss Panic.
How did you first become involved in the business?
I responded to an ad on Craigslist seeking a “spanking waitress.” However, it was a fake ad, and I showed up at a small dungeon. I picked their brains of the guy running the business as well as a mistress there. I did it because it was adventurous and fun. I was interested and tired of working three jobs a day to pay rent.
So you took the job? How did this company audition you? Do you still work for this company?
No, I do not. And, it wasn’t an audition. I tried it. I liked it. I kept returning. The sir of the household doesn’t even respond to e-mails anymore. Once I stopped being “his girl,” he stopped caring.
Is this your primary source of income? Is it customary for clients to present you gifts from your wish list?
Yes. My client gift log ranges from new wardrobes ($1200) one day, plane tickets, and $300 shoes.
What has been your most unusual gift?
Someone gave me used candles, and a toilet bowl chain to wear as a necklace.
What do you love about the job? What do you hate?
I love the high of having a good session and increasing my skills.
The high? What’s it most comparable to; a good workout, heroin?
Both.
I hate the guys who call and jerk off, and set up sessions and stand me up. Also, the ones who “top from the bottom”.
I’m sorry, what does “top from the bottom mean?” Guys seriously jerk off? Let me guess, it starts off, “What are you gonna do to me?” (That was me.)
Exactly.
Those that top from the bottom ask for things they don’t deserve yet. While in session they say, “you could tie me tighter” or “you could flog me with THAT one instead.” That type of shit.
What should a new client expect from you? You have mentioned that you have conducted sessions that include electrocution, sensory deprivation, incest fantasies, punishment and other forms of humiliation. Can you elaborate on some of these?
Some people want me to pretend to be their aunt. They want me to keep their secrets. They want to be spanked with a hair brush because that’s what their nanny did back in England. Sensory deprivation could be restraints, ear plugs or blind folds. Sometimes I will lock you in the cage under my bed while I poke and tease you. Electrical is not my favorite, but it’s fun to watch people squirm.
Is this at all dangerous for you or your clients?
I reference check the hell out of EVERYONE. And I always have someone in the building with me during sessions. I am very safe.
Reference check? Do you search DMV records, or do we need letters of recommendation?
There are Internet forums in which I check numbers, cell phones, employment, and references in one. It’s a secret forum in which we post the wankers, and dangerous clients for all sex workers in Chicago.
Can you explain a situation where someone has crossed the line and how you handled it?
A few days ago, I had a guy give me a back massage during a session, and I felt his beard tickle my back. Then he bit my shoulder and kissed my neck. I jumped up and said “That’s enough. Up against the bars! We’re going to test your pain tolerance.” And trust me, he paid for it. I restrained him and did some CBT (cock, ball torture) with clamps and clothespins, all while I lectured him on proper behavior. He paid for two hours of session, and then sent me $300, as an extra “apology.”
Ouch, did he leave a mark?
No. I would have killed him.
This must be a somewhat intimate experience. Do you build lasting relations with your clients, or is it strictly business? I understand that you have Slave Brian; how does that work?
Slave Brian is my only lasting relation. He and I just clicked. I click with about 4 others, but not as well and not on that level. It’s intimate if I make it. For the most part – I don’t make it that way because it gives off the wrong impression.
Intimacy creates the wrong impression because we are all undeserving maggots?
Correct.
When did you start painting? What’s your focus? What do you get out of this art form?
My art is bright, and full of creatures from my imagination. I went to school for Art and have loved it since I was little. When I was 3, I was given 20 sheets of paper a day to draw on. I loved it. It relaxed me. I paint with acrylic, oil, pen, coffee, sugar, whiskey and red wine. I also pee on paintings for clients that commission me.
Can you elaborate on your artistic endeavors? Do they extend beyond modeling and painting?
Nope. Modeling. Painting. Domme. = all I have time for in my life.
Many of your photos are seriously beautiful works of art. Some of them, albeit tasteful, are extremely erotic. Where is the line drawn between art and pornography?
I still to this day, haven’t showed my “pink” … that’s porn once I stick my fingers in me for everyone to see. Nothing could persuade me. (Miss Panic recommends visiting www.pornsaints.org)
To what lengths have you pushed yourself to get a shot?
I’ve swam nude in lakes in February. I was nude in the snow and pretended to hang myself for a short film. I climbed a red clay mountain in my underwear. I stuck a saw in my mouth.
You’ve also been very active in promoting yourself in the media. You mentioned CNBC and Fetish Con. How’s this working out for you?
Very well. People from Vivid just contacted me. They wanted bdsm clips for a new site of theirs with certain slaves. But I’m not into doing bdsm porn. CNBC worked out well. I interviewed with them, got paid, and they want to do a second interview down the road before ever printing the story.
Have any early experiences in life primed you for this line of work? What about school and other professional experience?
My brothers used to tickle torture me. This I use against other people now.
Who are your great influences in life?
My dad and my brother. They’re strong, and can achieve anything.
You’ve described yourself as a “Pippi Longstocking/Punky Brewster type of sex kitten.” That’s an interesting choice of words. Has sex always been a playful sort of thing?
Yes. I’m a Scorpio. I am verrrrry sexual and affectionate. I loved how playful and carefree both Pippi and Punky were. I also have a freckle fetish.
Have you ever role played as Pippi or Punky?
No, but I totally would!
Will you call me Henry?
YES hehehe
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My session last night / Party this weekend!
Sep 23, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
I have a lot of things to discuss !
First of all, I’d like to thank slave Georgia for my session last night. Not only was he a gentleman, he was on time, and knocking at my door with the most beautiful vase of sunflowers!
We had a great session, we did some tickle torture, some slight humiliation, and some photos were taken. I’ll post those soon. It was awesome. I got to wear my new vintage peach gown. No one has seen this one yet, it’s tooooo die for. I got another one at the vintage mall last month but sadly, I need to lose a pound in my ass to fit it. hahah. Anyways. Not only was my slave Georgia, everything I wanted in a slave – his most impressing qualities were his honesty, and how he listened, and actually was great to talk with. He was so great, I went to drink a cocktail, and had some ammmmmmazing tapas last night at Nia’s with him after our session. Mistress Lucinda joined in our fun, and we both had a great time. If anyone goes to Nia’s, try the Diver Scallops! They’re sweet, and spicy, and wrapped in serrano ham. They were, to die for. (Don’t forget, Tapas, are spanish, like meeee, and it’s an appetizer portion, so it’s fun to pick a few from the menu, to fill up.) I also induldged in fried calamari for my dinner snack! And, my drink I had, goosh, I’m gushing aren’t I ? – was called the Cats Meow. It was white Sangria (my fav) with champagne in it, topped with fresh strawberries. Gosh. I was treated like a little princess last night. He was so comfortable, with me, that it felt like he was a long lost friend I got to reconnect with. At first I felt a little bad about being so open with my life, but then again, he tells me, I have to be ME. So, at the end of the night, I’m so thankful this person came into my life, wrote to me to have his VERY FIRST SESSION ever, and that he was a geniune good soul. It’s what makes me stay in this business.
Slave Georgia, you won’t be forgotten.
Moving on. Since I’m back in Chicago for the weekend, I am attending Holy Mountain’s 2 year Anniversary party, this Saturday night, from 7pm – 11pm. I hear we have a lot of guests, and I wanted to announce, that I WILL BE THERE. In all my vintage glory! I have a new beige evening gown to wear! Bring your cameras if you want a photo with me
All submissives are $50 tribute. The more the merrier. It’s BYOB.
Also, my birthday is around the corner. Mistress Lucinda and I will be picking the date to have a party for my 27th birthday. If you came to my 26th, you’ll know I’m a lot of fun! I was such a giggle box – and was even made a birthday cake by Mistress Zaynab.
Anyone wanting to get me a gift – I’m a fan of Quimby’s bookstore in Wicker Park. They do gift certificates, or a certificate to an Antique Mall would be grand!
I’ll be making a new flyer for my birthday in November, and posting it soon.
Also, our AD our in Dominatrix International Directory is going to be out in December ! We’ll be advertising in the magazine, you can pick it up at Barnes and Noble.
Everything is so exciting.
I can’t wait until Tuesday to go to Portland, So please please please come and session with me this weekend, and Monday. I need all the help I can get to cover this ticket there, and have a few bucks for spending to eat and socialize while being there. I’d hate to be the broke ass model, who can’t even meet the photographers for coffee and muffins.
And last but not least, I love everyone.
And – hehehe, Nicole, my sweetheart of a fan sent me her photo today. And all I can say is mmmmm. She’s lucky she’s not from here, because I totally would make her my slave. She is hot to trot, and a tattooed vixen like myself.
Nom Nom Nom, back to my own fantasies.
Over and Out!
xox
MISS Panic !
Elegance / Shoes / Ripped Stockings
Sep 22, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Now come in and session with my beautiful feet and face this week and weekend 
I’m feeling creative! and ready to torture and tease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nom nom nom, hehehhe
P.S. Thanks to slave brian, and porkchop for my cute shoes and socks in these photos
Sessions, Today, Tomorrow, and Thru the Weekend!
Sep 22, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
If you’ve come to see me before, your session will be $200.00
If you’re a new client, sessions are $250.00
Come see me this week! I have a lot of emotions running through me right now, I’m looking to do caning, belts, paddles, role play, and any type of foot worship!
And, don’t forget trampling !!!
Birthday Wishlist !!!
Sep 22, 2010 A Day in the Life of Miss Panic
Started cleaning the house tonight, exhausted but need to pick up around me, so I can sleep tight – and found the mail from the past 2 weeks, and the new UrbanOutfitters Catalog was in there, and blew my mind.
Here are my favorite picks!
My birthday is in November !
Ship all my presents to
Holy Mountain
c/o Miss Panic
Dresses are size small to medium.
Shirts are a size small to medium, depending on the cut of he fabric.
Hope everyone likes my choices!
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=19204593&parentid=W_NEWARRIVALS&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,&navCount=14&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_NEWARRIVALS&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=18323543&parentid=W_COLL_TOPRATED&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,&navCount=763&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_COLL_TOPRATED&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=15963317&parentid=W_COLL_TOPRATED&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,&navCount=763&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_COLL_TOPRATED&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=81&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=18611707&parentid=W_AROUNDWORLD&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=14&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_AROUNDWORLD&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=18772921&parentid=W_APP_DRESSES&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=7&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_APP_DRESSES&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
(this would be an awesome birthday evening dress) its so elegant and yet a bit rocker
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=19099894&parentid=W_TOPS&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=14&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_TOPS&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=19333574&parentid=W_APP_SHORTS_SKIRTS&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=210&navAction=poppushpush&color=&pushId=W_APP_SHORTS_SKIRTS&popId=W_BOTTOMS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
(oh my god, I want these soooo bad!!!)
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=19009380&parentid=W_OUTERWEAR&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=14&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_OUTERWEAR&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
(this is ammmmmmmazing!!!)
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=19082072&parentid=W_OUTERWEAR&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=168&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_OUTERWEAR&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
love this jacket!!!!
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=18528372&parentid=W_OUTERWEAR&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=14&navAction=jump&color=&pushId=W_OUTERWEAR&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
This would be ammmazing to own, jesus, it’s 600 dollars, which is almost as much as my rent, but it looks soooo classsssy and comfortable!!!
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=14054803&parentid=WOMENS_SHOES&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=182&navAction=poppushpush&color=&pushId=WOMENS_SHOES&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
and for the feet
size 9
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=80&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=18628289&parentid=WOMENS_SHOES&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,+product.marketingPriority&navCount=2030&navAction=poppushpush&color=&pushId=WOMENS_SHOES&popId=WOMENS&prepushId=&selectedProductSize=
size 9
I’ve had a really hard year, I’m asking my fans to do something and be nice, and come to my birthday party I’m throwing in November at Holy Mountain!
Dates soon!
Who wants to make me look like a million dollars!?!
And with these new duds, I can start shooting items for my little vintage shop I want to create.
I’ve decided on the name, Sunday Morning.
